Jhoy Imperial and the Web

God, help me to be strong.
Give me the strength to hold on to you.
I’m nearing the end and i am about to give up.
I am so afraid that i might break.
Although i am already cracked up,
Please, help me hold myself tightly together.
I don’t know how much longer i could endure this.
I am so much hurt.
Please help me cure the pain, even just a little.
In this dark abyss that i have been trapped,
May you be my guiding light.
I am already lost and i wanted to be found.
Give more understanding, patience and courage
so that i could continue in this road.
Thank you so much cause i know,
Even if i feel alone sometimes
You are still with me
Protecting and guiding me. AMEN.

january will soon be over. the moments passed by like it took forever but it’s only a month. but time runs so swiftly that its already another month on friday.

been so very busy this month since the working days resumed. indeed, holiday is really over. i really enjoyed my vacation although it’s just too short but still it’s the most meaningful for me and my family simply because we are happy. seems like it was the first happy holidays for the three of us. in case you don’t know, im from a broken family living with my mom and brother. moving on, i can’t believed that the first month will end on wednesday. im reminiscing the days ive spent for this month, 28 days to be exact but i could only remember a few. all that was left clearly in me is how i slept a lot. yes, a lot and like a log. hehe… been tired from work and the travel from home to work and vise-versa so i spent quality time sleeping, watching movies, sleeping, surfing, sleeping…

for the next month im planning to have a much better life besides sleeping, it’s not that i don’t like it, i’m just starting to get bored. i’ll try to make up for myself. i’d like to be back into sports just like when i was younger. been planning for that since last year, hopefully it will be plausible this year.

january is a good start for me although there are some unlikeable events this month but still i could say it’s a nice beginning. happy january! =)

the hardest thing to do in one’s simple life is to say NO especially when you are not used to say that word and to do such action. people tend to agree to other’s opinion or request because they are afraid for what the possible outcome might be. saying NO is not a cursed word. it’s your freedom to refuse things that you think you can’t do not because you don’t have the skill to do it, but maybe it’s really out of your hand in the moment or is not within your lists of righteous principle. don’t get trapped in utang-na-loob attitude of others or he/she is higher than me. it’s they’re devilish way of holding as they’re slave. if you think it is beyond the border, then say NO. just don’t forget to do it nicely and polite.  people oftentimes thinks it is just okay because you don’t speak your mind but in reality, you are deeply hurt and that wound can’t be healed even by the greatest surgeon in the planet. if you can’t refuse a request and you failed (im not being pessimistic, im optimistic in reality), chances are they are not the only one to blame you but also yourself even if you say it’s okay but deep inside of you  are hurt a lot, Big time! it’s not bad to think of yourself sometimes. saying no to others is just a very good sign of your maturity and how strong you are.

Nung unang kitang makita, kala ko di tayo magkakasundo

Tahimik ka kasi at walang kibo, animo’y mahigpit na guro

Nung unang beses na narinig ko ang tawa mo, masiyahin ka pala

Madali kang lapitan pag may problema, o kahit simpleng usap lang

Hindi ka boring kasama, Puno ng kakulitan, kulay at sigla.

Pero sa likod ng ngiti ay mga nababalot ng problema

Na kahit anong ngiti ang iyong iharap, puso’y nababalot ng sakit

Ng pait at pagdurusa, Animo’y maskarang nakatabing sa mukha

Ang magulong isipan ay idinadaan na lang sa kakulitan at tawa

Kahanga-hanga ang iyong tatag at lakas ng loob, nakakabilib talaga

Sana sa muli nating pagkikita, nawa’y ikaw pa rin si lanie villena

Na simple, matatag, makulit at totoong tao sa pakikisama

Mabuhay ka kaibigan, sa bagong mundo’y magtagumpay ka sana =)

i have blog sites and lots of them hehe so here is a summary list for
them. dont worry coz i guess i wont be able to add ansother blogsite for now,
it’s too much for me to handle hehe =)

Inquisitive Mind [Blogger]
Jhoy Imperial and the Web [Blogger]
Jhoy Imperial and the Web [Friendster]
Jhoy Imperial and the Web [Multiply]

hello guys! been very busy last year and finally found some spare time. i’ve updated my multiply site and i have uploaded new photos in my album. feel free to check it out. =)  take care!

Here is my multiply link http://smileysheinnize.multiply.com/